A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her emotional downturn after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a social media post, describing a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in women's health research and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – including her scientific research and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her heritage – was overshadowed under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after an attack during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
In the time since reaching space, she has stated the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she thanked the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.
She concluded that even with the backlash, important benefits had resulted from the mission, including increased focus on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
The fully automated New Shepard rocket launched from its launch site in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the Kármán line of space.
The group of women also comprised leaders in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the mission is a private space firm launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.